Hello. I am a 13 year old Female dealing with Social Anxiety, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, and Bullying. Every time i go to school i get judged for who i am, today [4/22/2015], someone pushed me into a wall and called me a fat emo. Last night when i was chatting with my online friends, someone sent me a paragraph on how dumb i am, how worthless i am, and how i am a failure. I cut myself every other day because i know i deserve the pain. I skip every dinner to lose weight. My parents think i’m weird. All of my “friends” make fun of my hair. Bullies make fun of my body. People on the internet abuse me sexually and emotionally. I have attempted suicide 3 times, but it never worked.
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I’m sorry to hear about the cruelty you are encountering. I can’t even begin to try to explain why. Teenagers can be so cruel to each other. I hope you find someone you can talk to, someone that can help you get through this.
Before you think about attempting to end it all again, I hope you check out the statistics on teen suicide. The chances of success are so slim. The overwhelming majority end up in the hospital with severe injuries or illness. And/or the psych ward for an extended period of time.
Talk to your parents and see if they are willing to take you to a qualified therapist. I hope it gets better for you soon. No one deserves this kind of pain and anguish.
I’m so sorry, Sweetie. Kids can be soooo mean. I got picked on when I was a kid for being “fat”, a nerd, poor, not cool…whatever they came up with. I hated being a kid, but fortunately, I grew up, went to college, got married, had two beautiful daughters and have a good job and a nice house. The bitches who were mean to me got fat and still work crap jobs in the same small town where I grew up. Ha! On them.
I am sure you are beautiful and the people who are mean to you are jealous because they are afraid to be unique and special, like you.
Please take care of yourself. You don’t deserve to hurt! And about the weight loss, skipping meals doesn’t help. Eating healthy foods and controlling portions and calories does. I have lost 75 lbs and kept it off for two yrs. I did it by exercising and eating better. If you want to talk more, you can email me auntbettyh@yahoo.com
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Don’t let other people effect the way you think or feel.
They feel the need to bully others because they are so pathetic they hurt others to try and feel better about their useless selves.
If someone physically hurts you (like the one pushing you on a wall) you should push them back and fight back so they learn the hard way not to mess with you.
I know it seems it’s easier said than done, but trust me, that’s the best way to deal with idiots.
That paragraph they wrote you was probably a description of what THEY are, and they only redirected that at you so they feel better about how bad they actually are.
Keep it so next time you have that in your mind and you can laugh at that.
You don’t deserve any pain. You haven’t done anything wrong.
They are the ones being wrong here.
Don’t let anyone make fun of you, and don’t dare call them friends.
You can do whatever you want with your body and your hair.
Tell them all to piss off and find other better friends.
People online allow themselves to do too much since it’s easier for them to get away with it.
Don’t let them. Stay away from anyone who tries anything abusive or anything weird or funny on you. Block them and forget them.
There’s a lot of people online, you can always find someone new to talk to.
Hey there sorry to hear people are picking on you;you don’t deserve it. Please don’t starve yourself it doesn’t do good for your health. Eating healthy foods and drinking water does good for you.
If you ever want to chat maybe we can email. You sound like a nice person.