I have done many substances in my short 22 years on this planet , overdosing several time. From coke to pills , but by far the easiest was heroin.
my friend shot me with a huge dose and I immediatley lost all connection with reality. I could not feel my body I could hardly see , I couldn’t hear or taste . My senses were literally taken from in an instant. You would think this sensation would he scary but thankfully I remained somewhat oblivious to my state. Looking at the panicked expression on my friends faces. My conscious was pushed to the back of my mind where I though happy calm thoughts . What’s going on? am I going to die ? I don’t want to die but that ok.
Fortuatley for me within a few seconds or many minutes for all I knew I snapped back into reality , stood up and enjoyed one of the best highs of my life .
afterwards my friends said I was going blue/purple and looked like I was goner, a little bit more and I would have been done .
Since then I have told myself that if I ever wanted to go it would be from heroin.
absolutley painless and even enjoyable if you don’t reach your goal.
i don’t condone suicide at all but heroin overdose is surley one of the easier ways to go