I’ve been depressed for a really long time, and I’ve been feeling alone my whole life really. People keep leaving me and now the one person who’s made me feel happy is gonna leave me too. we met in a mental hospital a year ago and we’ve gotten really close. She had really bad eating disorder and i actually got her to start eating again. And I’ve helped to not cut and eventually she did stop,=-)… she keeps asking me why i’m so nice to her and i keep telling her that she’s my best friend and that i care about her when really i have a lot of feelings for her, and she knows because well its pretty obvious (LoL). Well i don’t really care if we ever have a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship just that she doesn’t hurt herself. well she’s going to prom with some guy in her class and i’m really happy for her but now she wont even talk to me, i mean did i do something wrong, I didn’t hit on her because she always she didn’t want to be in a relationship she said because she felt too unstable and now she’s dating this guy in her that I’ve never met because we don’t go to the same school. but i’m still happy for her because she’s being social and found someone but what did i do. am i a dick for feeling this way, i care about her. were both freshmen and our birth-dates are one 2 months apart. i didn’t want sex or someone to do drugs with or any of those things, i just wanted to not feel alone, to actually have a friend, is that so fucking wrong. i never put my shit on her she put a whole bunch on me and i never complained. she wont txt nor call nor message me on fb and i know she see’s them because it says she does. so here i am all alone, i just want to know i did something wrong again, if im really that fun of a person to mess with. should i kill myself. i dont know, i try to tell myself to be positve but its so fucking hard, sorry for cuss sing so much. i don’t know anymore.