So me and my momma aren’t talking. Well I’m not talking to her. My depression really affects her the worse. She’s seen me at my worst and in rehab. I’ve fought her. We argue like crazy and I’m not very respectful. I mostly take all my anger out on her because of some childhood shxt that I won’t get into. Point is we aren’t talking because she said I don’t respect her. Which is 100% true.
I’m gonna break this down. Imma horrible fckn person. I cut myself. I’ve tried to kill myself. I don’t bellieve in myself. I don’t love myself. So how in the hell could I ever be anything to anybody. If I treat myself the way I do, then I could never treat anybody else better.
So with this epiphany, I told my momma I’d stop talking to her cause I can’t be respectful, loving and caring.
Am I wrong?