Back in the Hospital

Yeah, you have to be careful what you tell the therapist or they do have a habit of forcing you to go to the hospital. And then once I’m in the hospital I just tell them whatever they want to hear so I can get the hell out of there. I hate the hospital. But, I have come to the conclusion that for whatever reason I’m unable to do the deed although not for lack of trying. I don’t know if it’s a lack of balls of the fact that I’ve never found a foolproof plan. Even shooting yourself in the head can be unsuccessful. I don’t know anything about your situation, but I hope you don’t kill yourself. But unless you really have definite foolproof plans, maybe you could give the hospital a chance. You must have been serious with your therapist for a reason. Maybe, just maybe they could finally offer you something that gives you some relief.