People think because of the house i live in, the way i act. “MY HAPPIESS” that when people see the cuts and scars that its all bullshxt. I can’t explain in a way they understand. Why would the Lord let me, us suffer like this? if hes there ..
Do i like to cut? maybe .. Does it hurt? no.. It’s like people addicted to something, they feel numb. No pain. Just the relief. That’s cutting for me.. I makes all the pain go away. But, that’s okay.
Maybe one day people will understand, sike .. xD They never will. I’ll just keep it to myself and thoughts.
I just need somebody..