Death is Calling Me

There’s a voice in my head i never can ignore.
I hear it every single day, and right now it seems like i want to hear it more.
It sounds appealing to my ears because my soul is gone.
I wish that i could draw closer cause it’s a sweet song.
It calls my name day and night like it is next to me.
And i can almost feel it cause this pain is stuck inside of me.
I swear that one day I’ll pull the trigger to escape this trap.
So i can stop breathing while i take a never ending nap.
Nightmares stay in motion when i wake up!
They never die away so it’s because of them i stay up!
I tried to live in love but its that love that got me fucked up!
Now all i know is pain because the game will always change up!
I will never be the same!
Like how i was when i was younger, because i used to cry and try to hide all my pain!
Now all i do is listen to death that calls my name!
And all i wanted was to not have to live this way!