General Done by swordchick 5/29/2015 written by swordchick 5/29/2015 the only thing keeping me here is the knowledge that I would fuck up my little boyz forever. I resent them for keeping me alive. alivefuck up 1 comment 0 Email Related posts “Everyone feels hopeless with me, its ok” 9/27/2021 Fragile Nothingness 9/27/2021 :( 9/27/2021 It hurts, it’s awful, and I can’t look... 9/26/2021 Opening a door to nowhere 9/26/2021 fucking anxiety 9/26/2021 The World Doesn’t Care 9/26/2021 “Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you,... 9/25/2021 I am no longer in a mental hospital 9/25/2021 Severe depression? 9/25/2021 1 comment JustReallySad 5/29/2015 - 7:19 pm That’s kind of harsh what you’re saying, not that you’re not the first one to feel this way. I felt that kind of resentment years ago when my son was young. He was my motivation to get sober and mental health treatment. We managed to have some good years together. He’s graduating from high school next month and I’m going through a divorce with my wife, but I’m glad I stuck around even though life kind of sucks right now. I’m not trying to guilt you because you obviously hurt, but you already know how much it would fuck your boys up if you killed yourself. My wish for you is that you could find the strength to go on, and maybe you could get some help if you think you need it. I know it won’t be easy. And try not no beat yourself up about feeling resentful toward your boys. You sound smart and caring and I believe you can find the strength to keep going. Best of luck to you! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.