Everyone crys or hurts after a break up. If you don’t, than you didn’t really care anyway. If I tried to off myself after every relationship that went sour, surely it would have worked…
You really can get over these people. It just takes time, depending on the person. The boy I dated before this guy, we were together a year and a half. I thought I loved him, but I loved the idea of him. I was lonely and in a new city. He offered me free drugs, had a nice car, and put up with my drinking. The sex was awful, but what did I care, I didn’t ever remember it anyways.
So I’m being a complete hypocrite, but I would like to try and keep that at the front of my mind. I’m still with this guy, when I know it won’t be forever. It could have been, but shit just got too bad. We can never pull ourselves out of this. IDK what the hell I’m doing here. Maybe I feel like no one else could love me. That’s all because the things he says to me. I’m a monkey, a ****, *****, blahblahblah. It def doesn’t hurt like it used to. That’s a good and bad thing.
He has absolutely no filter. Screams at me in front of neighbors, clients. Its whatever, someone here told me not to lose my dignity, but that shits long gone.
He keeps me for free work and because, i dont fucking know.
Long story short, we will get over these exs, just gotta hold on long enough. Especially for the younger people here.