Friend just did it.

I’m sorry about your friend (i guess that it must have had an impact on you, other than jealousy), and i hope i’m not being disrespectful but there’s something i wanted to comment. You mention that he had everything and he still was suicidal and ended his life while you have nothing so there’s more reason for you to do it. At times i really wonder about that common misconception, because to me it makes sense that a person that has everything can get depressed easily depending on how their mindset is, as in, if they are the kind of people used to pursue goals they can start to feel a lack of motivation and sense when they have nothing left to fight (and that usually ends badly).

On the other hand, you could debate that someone that has nothing could always have the drive of getting that something or somewhere that they want as a reason to go on, but i guess everyone is different. In any case, good luck with whatever you end up doing, and again, i’m sorry about your friend, hope that at least he found peace.