So my ex dumped me about two weeks tomorrow and I have to say I fucked up all of those two weeks, the first week I went to my grandmas and I went to a cherokee bonfire with a couple of friends from there and I met on of my ex boyfriend from second grade, he got me drunk like hardcore drunk but that’s because what I told him about my situation with my current ex boyfriend, later that night he toke me to my uncles cause I was beyond drunk and we fucked. I feel bad because I’m in love with my ex and I can’t get over him. I told Noah (my second grade ex) that and he will try anything to be with me again. So I’m trying to get over the fucker who grabbed my heart and smashed it to the ground and stomped on it. But I can’t I need help.