it’s the worst when your problem isn’t from your mind but it exists in front of you and changes your mind. not much i can do to change it without killing myself. i could wait though and see what happens. sucks to know that you’d be better off dead because there’s nothing worth living for except for being hopeless. i’m probably lucky that i got depressed right at the start of summer vacation, that takes some things off my mind. maybe being depressed wont be as bad as the last time. not sure what i need now to get out of this, already talked with a therapist, but still doesn’t get rid of my problem. i’ll probably be dead by the end of summer and i’m ok with that.
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You can face your problem. Death isn’t the only solution. I can say that for sure.
Hard for me to say honestly. I could tell you my story and try and let you decide. But I’ve always thought my depression was in my head, just a point of view. I’ve seen, known and read many who are much happier than I seem to be and who have had exponentially harder lives… So I guess in that way, I am jealous that you see it right in front of you. I wish I had that tangency.
You can always give it summer time and see how things turn out. Hopelessness isn’t that bad tho, because at least once you hit it you have no expectations left. Good thing about seeing the problem in front of you and knowing what it is that maybe you can find a better way to approach it (because you already know it). Hope you at least give it a try with that therapist, maybe it will help, and i do wish you luck with that.