I really just don’t see a reason to keep on going. There is absolutely no meaning to my life, I just feel so pointless. It’s so hard to get out of bed now, I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to eat. I just want to stop being because it’s gotten so hard to drag my feet. I feel like I’m carrying a thousand tons on my back. I keep dropping things but the weight keeps growing heavier and heavier. I can’t seem to find a way to lighten my steps. I drop pound after pound but I still feel so heavy. I want everything to go away. I just want to stop.
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I know how you feel. Since I’m 18 i feel like a 100 000 year old fossile that wants its life to end.
But you know what i recently noticed in my desolate life is that there are a very few beautiful things in life i can enjoy like nature beautiful things, rain etc. that give me a glimpse of what life is about. Wish you all the best, beautiful soul^^
Sorry if this didn’t help you or even made you worse… T.T
I’m 14 and I feel the same way. Some days its too heavy to move. People ask, are you okay? What kind of question is that? But I honestly honestly honestly hope that you will find someone, whether yourself or another person, who will take that weight from you and make you feel so light you could fly. I hope it will happen to you some day soon. I really do. Hang on just for a while longer 🙂
Maybe the thing is that there’s really no purpose, so, stop looking for what’s not there.