Sometimes I think I think too much. Actually, I know I think too much. What the fuck is this? Second post in like a week or something. Clearly I’m falling downhill, I made a strong vow to myself to not come back here and post unless I was in dire need of venting, and I guess I’m there.
1. Worried as hell about my new summer job, as I will miss a lot of other events I wanted to do this summer
2. Wanted to teach myself multiple languages this summer and can’t now because will be too busy
3. I’m ridiculously inadequate in terms of every single thing I even do
Fuck this. I can’t even finish the list. I assure you there are many other things. I’m hurting too much to want to finish this. I’m gonna publish this, and thanks I guess for reading it? But don’t bother reading any other posts. Nothing will ever make sense, I’m just a shitty lonely, fucking worthless ****. God knows that much is true.