I want.

Sadly so many of us feel that way. I know I have and do at certain times. The facts are, this world can be cruel and cold to those who are left out or feel left out. You have to realize you do matter. You should matter to you! Even if and when you feel you don’t matter to others. You are a beautiful person! You have to know that for yourself. Pardon my french, but fuck others. I matter to me. Regardless if I feel alone and unwanted/unloved or less than desirable. I am a great person. Sure this world revolves around shallow materialistic and judgmental standards, but I am good. Sure we’re not all rich, beautiful or somebody important/famous in the worlds eyes. You have to live for yourself, and I know that sounds selfish, but you can live for yourself and still be a great and caring person.

In fact if I had to live on two planets, one filled with normal everyday people who don’t understand what we go through. Or to live on a planet filled with people like all of us, who have gone or continue to go through so much, I’d pick the planet filled with people like us. Because although we might be broken, we have this ability to see and feel when others are also struggling. Deep down we are good caring, sympathetic and loving individuals who just so happen to struggle with depression, anxiety and other forms of mental illness. It’s people like us who have so much ability to change this world into a better place. Every time we lose someone, this world of ours grows colder.

I know I got way off topic, but like I was saying, we have to find our own value and self worth and love. Then and only then can we ever truly be loved by another. Just remember, you are awesome and worth loving!

Wishing you the best!