I seriously want to kill myself. More than anything. I said last night that I don’t think I deserved to live and his response was “Who are you to judge who lives and who dies”. Surprisingly that may have just proved how useless I really am. I am much more of a burden than I am worth. I hate myself. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I speak. I hate my unbreakable habits. I wish that at the very least I could cut deep enough to seem legit, but all I am is a superficial, self absorbed, burden on the earth. I deserve to die, and I deserve to burn no matter what anyone says to me, it’s just the way it is.
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No one “deserves” to die just like no one “deserves” to live. I can feel the pain and frustration in your post. No one can measure your pain. It is uniquely your own. If you can improve your situation, then please do so. I saw from your other post that you have a 3 year old brother that loves you very much. I hope you can use this loving relationship to give you sufficient motivation to fight through this. Not all depression has to lead to drastic measures. Most can improve if they can find some reason to live for. I wish I had a reason. Killing yourself is much harder than you could ever imagine. I hope you never have to find out.
I just I have nothing. Nothing matters my brother doesn’t even know what’s going on.
I just want to die. Nobody cares about me, everybody has other priorities. Even my boyfriend has told me specifficly that I’m not his first priority. Nobody really loves me or care’s about me and I don’t care about me either. I just want to die.
Suicide is really fing hard. Its embarrassing, messy, and the likelihood that you will be successful is so low.
Please stop harming yourself. It made me feel better too, but now i have horrible scarring on my arms. I hid it first, but the last time i cut, was just violent irrational slashing, a partially drug induced suicide attempt. This is superficial, but what if you do pull yourself out of it…do you want to walk with that shame everyday? Just hold on, you can kill yourself anytime, but cant fix your s!$$ when your dead.I really hope you’re okay
P.s. put some neutrogena on your cuts
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Kill yourself ****** no one wants you around
@pleasepleasekillyourself why would you say that? This is a website for suicide support okay? Don’t say things like that, you could really really hurt someone.
Happiness is found from within not from without…