I can’t go through this anymore, being lied to, betrayed, and hurt by.I’m tired of wanting to not be myself of hurting myself. I contemplate if I ceased to exist how long it would take anyone to notice, well if anyone ever did. When you are alone and don’t have anyone who truly loves you its hard. I can’t be strong anymore because I know its not worth it. No one actually wants to be with me for something other than their personal gain.
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well now you have joined here and here are only selfless people so you will get a lot of lovely loving people from here and you will like all of us.
Yep… Come join us… You are very welcome and say as much or as little as you want x
I just joined yesterday (or maybe the day before) and already feel like I have some friends here and also get compliments which I just haven’t heard in a while… So let it all out here hun x
Great site
“No one actually wants to be with me for something other than their personal gain.”
This is a very disempowering belief, I think. How can you be sure it’s true? Maybe there’s another way to look at it: “The people I’m currently associating with are selfish, and maybe I need to associate with some new people…”
Thinking different thoughts can lead to feeling differently. It’s challenging to change how you think but not impossible.
A great resource that helped me out earlier in life when I was struggling with depression was a book called Feeling Good. It teaches people the basics of cognitive behavioral therapy.
Maybe it could help…
Best,
Francesco