I lied to my parents about having suicidal thoughts and carrying on self harming. Should I come clean because they are getting worse I keep taking pills and cutting and I feel its going to get worse. Should I go doctors? Or maybe counseling? I dunno what to do I feel myself fading away everyday a bit more :‘( I haven’t been able to speak to anyone 🙁 I’m going into a deeper depression and no one is caring about it 🙁 I feel like one day everyone will care when it is too late :‘(
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I know how you feel. Since you are asking if you should get help, the answer is yes. But, be prepared that the road to recovery will be very difficult at first. You will have to give up some of your freedom. Some of what will be done to “help” you might be complete BS. You just have to disregard that and focus on what is actually helping you. With therapy and meds and a good support structure, it is possible to improve from depression. The most important factor is your desire to get help and try and get better. I wish you the best.
Many people are selfish. Only caring about a problem when its right in their face and can’t be ignored anymore. I wish it wasn’t this way. Whatever happened to that boy besty? While many normal people don’t understand depression, some do… Don’t be disheartened if they don’t. It might be as foreign for them as their seemingly easy happy nature. I agree counseling could help. It also might not.
I hope things don’t get worse. At the very least you have friends here who won’t judge and who will listen.
Honestly I don’t know what to say. I mean I know going to doctors and seeking help is the best thing to do but I personally prefer to deal with it on my own. Whenever I speak to doctors and counselors they always tell my guardians what I tell them and I obviously don’t want them to know. It’s something I want to fight. I can do it on my own if I set my mind to it.
I honestly don’t ask for help. This is my personal opinion. I think you should do what you think is best. If you can’t handle it on your own then try seeking help. If you don’t trust doctors or even your parents with this just know you can always talk to someone on here. I hope this helps in some way at least…….