I woke up quite early today, thought I’d grab the chance to enjoy The Witcher 3.. Turns out I should of slept away half the day instead. I dont know how but my most recent ex came into mind, its been over half a year but still.. Such happy memories, how can I possibly stop comparing what I am now, what I have now, with what I once had… Im over her, but I would like.. this kind of happiness again, with someone else.. anyway I know throughout our lifetime on this miserable planet we have our ups and downs, I’d like an elevator lift out of the basement.. Oh the elevator is out of order you say? I am too.
Hours later this day I was contacted by a friend, told me he had a weird request on the behalf of someone, sounded awfully weird I thought. Turns out my ex wonders how I am doing and would like me to unblock her for a bit. Sounds good doesn’t it? Wanna know whats gonna happen? Soon im gonna know what an amazing summer vacation she will have and how amazing everything in her life is, and she will take great pleasure on the fact that.. I am myself, by myself, with no plans for anything. Why do I allow her to do this? Why not.. if I can make one person feel better by being an asshole then at least I have done some good.