Family & Friends EffectsRantsStories of Hope My inner turmoil by Benjamin2004 5/1/2015 written by Benjamin2004 5/1/2015 I could commit suicide. I know what it would do to my family. Sometimes that is enough but the probability of future despair and current pain. If I have no hope it will get better, why bother. commitenoughfamilyfutureget betterno hopepain 2 comments 0 Email Related posts Soulmates as Teenagers 9/23/2021 I’m so dumb 9/16/2021 Open your heart so we dont have to... 9/14/2021 Bye Bye 9/14/2021 Am I ungrateful, obnoxious or a liar for... 9/12/2021 Feminist rage 9/10/2021 What I’m thinking right now 9/9/2021 9/8/2021 The Classic Art of Hating Yourself 9/8/2021 9/7/2021 2 comments krank 5/2/2015 - 8:18 am I think knowing the tremendous amount of pain and problems you leave behind has stopped a lot of people. I know it’s held me at bay in moments of intense despair. Even the tiniest, most unlikely chance of hope tends to have the same effect on me. Even if the chances of something are one in a billion trillion, from a strictly mathematical point, there’s still a chance. Kinda like playing the lottery. Sometimes you win a buck or two and all you can do is hold on to the little victories in life. Log in to Reply kalmahavak 5/2/2015 - 10:29 pm Hi 🙂 I can tell you need a friend. My email is email@example.com and my kik is Kalmahavak I hope to be your friend! 😀 and that goes for anyone here that needs a friend, don’t be afraid to message/email me 🙂 Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.