I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life. I struggle with mental illnesses, one being chronic suicidal ideation. I’ve lost everyone, no one understands me. My parents told me to do it, just not in their house. So I’ve found a place where I won’t disrespect my parents or their home. Just one problem. I have two beautiful, loving, loyal cats who have saved my life on multiple occasions. I don’t know if they’ll ever find a home with someone who loves them more than me. I’m not saying that cuz I think I’m anything special, but they are my very best friends. I have no one else. Both my siblings hate me, for reasons I brought upon myself. The love of my life broke up with me. So, some may be wondering why I’m writing this if I’ve already decided I’m gonna commit suicide. Perhaps if I had a friend, I could change the course of my life. If there’s anyone out there, I could really use some help. If not for me, but for my sweet cats that don’t deserve this.