I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life. I struggle with mental illnesses, one being chronic suicidal ideation. I’ve lost everyone, no one understands me. My parents told me to do it, just not in their house. So I’ve found a place where I won’t disrespect my parents or their home. Just one problem. I have two beautiful, loving, loyal cats who have saved my life on multiple occasions. I don’t know if they’ll ever find a home with someone who loves them more than me. I’m not saying that cuz I think I’m anything special, but they are my very best friends. I have no one else. Both my siblings hate me, for reasons I brought upon myself. The love of my life broke up with me. So, some may be wondering why I’m writing this if I’ve already decided I’m gonna commit suicide. Perhaps if I had a friend, I could change the course of my life. If there’s anyone out there, I could really use some help. If not for me, but for my sweet cats that don’t deserve this.
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I am here. You can talk to me. Write me an email. Poor your heart out and I will listen. We all need friends and you deserve one. Not that I am that great or anything, but I will listen to you.
I will help you anyway I can, I’m not very good at talking to people but I can listen for as long as needed (probably).
The first person that I said “overcome pain for the benefit of others” to was you. I read your reply.
I said this to someone else on this site, but here: If you overcome something, you can use that strength to help people.
And I said this to someone else, too: I wouldn’t want to leave this world, leaving this world as it is. (Even if there was peace, there would be peace to maintain).