I don’t see hope. I see pain, and a lot of it. I hear voices, and I am exhausted. My life is a couch, and a walk, and sometimes I can eat, and get to places, and sometimes I can’t. No family cares, no church cares, basically, nobody cares, and so I’m saying goodbye soon. Because there has to be some place better than this filthy and disgusting planet full of chemicals and all kinds of horrific things that I can barely stand to live in anymore. The humans have made this planet a waste heap of despair and agony for too many, and I can’t save everyone. I tried to pray and do good, but it didn’t matter, b/c I also needed someone to care about me, and only people online did. You are going to lose a beautiful person in me. Fuck God fuck my father fuck demons fuck all the waste and horror, fuck how sick it is down here, and most of all fuck people.