this is my first post. I just need to get some stuff off my chest everyday I think about it little bit everyday know I shouldn’t do this I know I shouldn’t thank it the idea keeps coming in my head. and I try to take it out of my head in every time it just keeps wanting to come back. I tend to push everything a person that I love away from me they wanted me to leave I find myself alone and I can’t stand it. feel like I hurt myself every time I see you.