I feel like everythingis just on its way out. I had to move in with family because my hours got cut, im on the verge of an ending relationship, because my girlfriend and i are both in debt and i feel like im the only one trying to get out of this hole.
I cant even have an enjoyable conversation with anyone because im just not interested in the simple things that most are. Im a techy, a nerd, a gamer, whatever you want to call it, and theres no one really around here that i can have intilectual conversations with, about the things i love.
the best part is everyone thinks im joking when they ask why i smoke and i tell them its so i die quicker.
i guess the most ironic part of wanting to kill yourself, is no one believes you until it happens.
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“i guess the most ironic part of wanting to kill yourself, is
no one believes you until it happens.” – That is true. In the end though, it’s your own decision, so whatever people might think doesn’t matter (if you don’t have responsibilities like children, that is).
If you believe you can get more out of life, try your best to live as well as you can. If you truly see nothing for yourself, then carefully make your own choice on what you should do. Remember – an unsuccessful attempted suicide could leave you disabled and even worse off than you were before.