I hadn’t properly drank for over three months. It’s not like an achievement, the chance just hadn’t come up recently. I guess it has pros and cons. It’s good that I don’t go out on the lash every night, but then when I do drink I have to make up for the lost time. It’s a bad way of handling it, I mean I could just not drink at all.
But, the thing about drinking is it’s similar to that at feeling I long for to not feel anything at all. You can just lose it all, not have to care about stuff, it’s addicting.
It was just me and my friend. I ate before I drank but she didn’t, which resulted into a trip to A&E at 2am. She’s doing alright now though, I’m so relieved.
I kept calling that person, I pissed them off a bit though as they had only just got back from work and they have symptoms of glandular fever. I feel really bad, I was being an inconsiderate drunk ***** really. Shit I feel so bad