I hate living here. When my aunt’s family comes over to stay for a few days I swear she becomes so fake. She only talks to me when she wants me to do something or when I say something they stop to listen and then carry on with their conversations like I don’t even exist. I fucking hate that. She is so fucking fake when people come over. I can’t deal. It makes me feel like shit. Well, it’s not like she cares. Either way no one does. What’s the point of giving a crap about people when they don’t give a shit about you. Then she wanna say she loves me and stuff. No *****, leave me alone. I don’t snap because I know it’s not right but ooohh I wish I could. I wish I could stop being so fucking nice.
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Some people just aren’t kind. But kill them with kindness. You don’t have to be the one that snaps.
She is in the wrong, not you. She doesn’t deserve your kindness.
But kindness is a valuable trait. You shouldn’t wish it away.
OMG! I had this ***** aunt who came and stayed with us occasionally. I hated her so much. Whenever my mom was not around she was such a controlling horrible person. She walked around like she owned the place, thinking she could demand and tell us to do anything. While she never made me feel like shit (I was too busy being annoyed). I think I know what you mean.
I guess we all have at least one damned relative that pisses off us with their behavior (both of my aunts here). At times i think that family visits are the social media of yesterday, i.e.: let’s use fake mode to reaffirm the image we want others to have about us (but now that i think about it that can be said about lots of social situations). You don’t have to be nice tho, just polite, maybe that way you’ll feel less annoyed (works for me).