My math teacher invited me to go spend this weekend with her, she was been helping me alot. And the funny part is all this year I didn’t start liking her til about 3 weeks ago maybe, and now she is a BIG part of my life.
The weekend was fun, her family was very nice to me. Saturday went for a ride on the tractor with her and her dad and saw the horses. Then her dad took me on a motorcycle ride! Then came back and she took pictures of me with her new camera all over the place. It was fun. Last night I had a hard time because I really wanted to take my pain pills, I was craving them. But she told me how special I was and how I didn’t need them. She told me she wants me to know what a real trusting and loving relationship looks like.
This morning woke up for church and I was craving them more. We were the first ones back at the house and I ran inside to go get my pills, she followed me and had a talk with me. She told me she loved the girl I was when I’m not on drugs. And just told me stuff like that. I gave them to her to hold so I wouldn’t take them.. a few hours later I asked for them back, she told me she threw them away, ugh $100 down the drain… I was upset/ still am. But I know she did it to help me.
I met her sister and brother and her aunt and grandparents. They were very nice and welcoming. It was a great weekend over all, but now back to reality…