When will this all get better ? For years I’ve been waiting to just have one person I could love & grow with that would love me back . I loved & I gave 100% & I still got played . I changed my life, my ways, my views & in the end it was all in vein . I’ve never felt betrayal like this before … I’ve never felt pain like this before . I’m always so strong & now I don’t know where that girl is anymore . I allowed people to steal my joy & everything else that made me, me . What hurts most is I always was strong for everyone . I was there for everyone . Who is there for me ? No one . It’s not fair at all . People who have hurt me, didn’t think twice about me afterwards . They’re out living . Not having any remorse for what they’ve done to me . I feel terrible . I haven’t been happy in months & it’s only getting worse . When does this end ?