When will this all get better ? For years I’ve been waiting to just have one person I could love & grow with that would love me back . I loved & I gave 100% & I still got played . I changed my life, my ways, my views & in the end it was all in vein . I’ve never felt betrayal like this before … I’ve never felt pain like this before . I’m always so strong & now I don’t know where that girl is anymore . I allowed people to steal my joy & everything else that made me, me . What hurts most is I always was strong for everyone . I was there for everyone . Who is there for me ? No one . It’s not fair at all . People who have hurt me, didn’t think twice about me afterwards . They’re out living . Not having any remorse for what they’ve done to me . I feel terrible . I haven’t been happy in months & it’s only getting worse . When does this end ?
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Truthfully, the pain will never end. Our species of human are the most sensitive things on the earth. The problem in that is that we feel so deeply, it can effect our lives. Some of us can’t get out of bed some mornings due to feeling like crap.
Pain never ends, for it only dulls over time to just be brought back onto the surface again in the future.
You can’t let someone else control your life. You have the power to get better, to move on and show everyone that you are strong. It may not be easy at first, nothing ever is, but I believe in you.
Trusting and loving so easily are one of our biggest weaknesses, mainly because we give them both so easily, only to have them ripped away without a warning. But they are both beautiful when used in the right way, they are both so powerful, it’s just knowing how to control them.
I’m here for you.(:
This almost resembles my deppresion , we all want someone to make us feel like we are loved , it is sad that in this reality some of us never get to experience that feeling .. Idk if it helps or not but know that you are not the only one who feels like this
Believe that it will get better. As Descartes said, “I think therefore I am.” If you want things to get better, you have to believe. Find another person to mend your heart. If they don’t mend it and break it instead, so what? Find another. Repeat this until you find the one who won’t ever let you down. If it helps, usually a pet helps since they’re so steadfastly loyal.
I seriously hate when people say it doesn’t get better. Do you really want to get better? It takes so much to get better. You really need to want it. You need to work on and not just rely on everything around you to get better. YOU need to get better. Don’t put your happiness in something that is able to leave without warning. Talk to a counselor get advice. It can take Years to get better but with medication and dedication it’ll get there.