I don’t know why I’m here. I don’t know what do I need to do. Am I sent here to be a laughing stock? Am I sent here just so people will pity me? I do not fucking want pity. I do not fucking care if they laugh at me or if you laugh at me for being so fucking pathetic. I am a disabled person, yeah so don’t fucking complain if your life is messed up, because mine is more complicated. You complain about those bullies? Then tell them to fuck off, stand up for yourself. You complain about money and shit? Don’t fucking cry and drown in self-fucking-pity, get up and do something about it. Find a job. Do your fuckin’ best! You complain about how no one loves you? Then don’t act so weak, be fucking strong! Someone out there secretly cares about you. And if you still think that no one’s there for you, think abour yourself. What will happen if you just sit forever and think about your life?! You get the fuck up, keep telling yourself to be strong because it’s what will make you fly. You’re normal. You don’t have a fucking disability like me. You can see anything. You can hear anything. You can speak clearly. You can walk freely. You can jump. You can do anything with your hands. Your body is normal. Me? I walk everyday and people either stare at me or laugh at me. Because I look different. I am disabled. I am different. I am abnormal. But then you know what? Fuck the world. Fuck those strangers that I see everyday. Fuck them because they judge me. Fuck them because they pity me. Fuck them because they laugh at me. Fuck them cause they don’t know me. And I will fucking live my life. I will make them wonder… Wonder why am I like this… I’ll make them wonder till they go fucking crazy and lose their minds. And you know what? It’s not my damn problem if their brains explode. Cause they don’t mind their own fucking bullshit business. I’m gonna enjoy my life even if God created me like this. I’m still a person. Still a living creature. I have a brain. I have fucking feelings. And if ever I feel like I’m fucking fucked up, I’m gonna raise this middle finger.
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your attitude towards life is actually amazing. I could never be like that.
wow.
Thanks. You can be strong in a different way, as long as you don’t forget what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.
You’re wrong, I do have a disability on top of every other fucking reason that sets me apart into several lower class, marginalized segments of the population.
Grit your teeth, pull your hair, paint the walls black and scream “Fuck the world cause it’s my life, I’m gonna take it back!” And never for a second blame yourself.
-All Time Low.
I don’t know how can I help you but I do want to help you. I don’t want anyone feeling like shit. So, don’t pity yourself. Do what makes you feel happy. Do what makes you feel better. Show people that you can do some things that they can’t. Always look ahead. Think positive. And whatever you do, keep your feet on the ground.
Preach it! Honestly, you just fucking blew my mind away. You are so confident and so strong. Wow. I admire you. I don’t even know what to say. You’re amazing. You said everything that someone needs to hear. You have a disability, so what? You are a human being and people need to fucking realize that. Everyone has some type of problem whether it is physical, mental or even emotional. Shit, with that attitude you could move mountains. You probably think I’m being so fucking fake or something but I’m being so serious right now.
Wow. I didn’t think that I’ll get this kind of response. Thanks, your comment just made me fuckin’ stronger. Seriously!