The girl of my dreams doesn’t want anything to do with me, All I want is to hold her hand and see her smile when I tell her i love her, just want to spend my life with someone as perfect as her but no. Lots of other shit going on in my life.
Ive got two days off of school to go to counselling to stop me from killing myself.. Oh how ironic it would be.
Puts my mind at ease when there is a easy way out.
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Easy? Easy is playing the game. It seems much harder, at least for me, to refuse to play.
First – She’s not perfect. She’s HUMAN. How old are you? Did you date her? Ask her out and get turned down? It sounds like you’re infatuated with her. You want to tell her you love her? No man, you ‘lust’ her but you don’t love her. Right now dopamine is running your show. I’m willing to bet that you get a huge chemical hit when you see her. Major Wood. lol I remember young lust. Those chemicals are powerful stuff. If she rejected you, move on to the next girl. Soon. Don’t ever get hung up on one girl. Especially if you don’t really know anything about her. I dated my ‘perfect girl’ and she ended up being My Perfect Nightmare. (Sounds like a possible song title lol)
And what other problems are you dealing with? Probably better to get those under control and worry about girls after things cool down a bit. Good luck…