This morning, early of course, I don’t get much sleep anymore, at least I thought, left me in the dust. I told her about my depression and how sometimes I feel suicidal..I thought it would help opening up to someone. But it completely blew up in my face. I’m not sad about it, it’s expected isn’t it. She said that I was crazy and needed help..perhaps I do. I wasn’t asking for her pity, I don’t need pity, just her understanding and support you know. I see it as if she acted like that when I tried to open up to her, she was obviously no friend to me and is better off out of my life. A true friend as I see it would have understood, I would have at least. It doesn’t matter now. I do value my friendships, which is why I’m explaining this here. I’m not a loner, an outcast yes, but not a loner. She was there for me for many things, why would she leave me now? I don’t understand. Do you think I was wrong for telling her? This was a friend of many years, one person I could tell anything too.