General A life destroyed by Hedabuvh20 6/18/2015 written by Hedabuvh20 6/18/2015 Twenty years ago I made a choice that has forever altered my life. The last three can really only be described as post apocalyptical. I’m 40. I expect to live there rest of my life, save for all the focus I can muster in this present moment, adrift. 40choicelastmy lifepresentsave 2 comments 0 Email Related posts The World Doesn’t Care 9/26/2021 “Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you,... 9/25/2021 I am no longer in a mental hospital 9/25/2021 Severe depression? 9/25/2021 i shouldn’t have come back 9/25/2021 I’m in a mental hospital now 9/24/2021 back here yet again. 9/24/2021 The solution is in my closet 9/24/2021 “we blame the people that did it/the people... 9/23/2021 Soulmates as Teenagers 9/23/2021 2 comments Salt 6/18/2015 - 10:25 pm Your post reminds me of a line from The Crow after they pull a charred corpse & his car from the Detroit river: “Looks like he zigged when he shoulda zagged.” I know what it’s like to make a colossally bad choice that haunts you for years. There’s no cure for regret. But then, regret itself is a pretty ridiculous concept, isn’t it? The idea of imposing punishment on yourself for something you did long ago when you were probably too naïve to know better? It’s been 20 years, my friend. Even murderers get parolled in less time than that. Log in to Reply Hedabuvh20 6/19/2015 - 3:08 am Thanks Salt, I’m working it out, I appreciate your reply. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.