A couple days ago, my sister found out that I cut. I confronted yahoo answers for it and I got a negative reply. They told me that I cut because I was only seeking attention. They said my “selfishness” was hurting everyone around me. I never meant for anyone around me to find out. I am cutting to cope with my feelings (its bad I know) but it was NOT for attention. I feel so much guilt when I look at my sister now. I feel so bad that she found out that I cut. I have desperatly been searching for a better alternative. I claw at my skin just so I dont cut. It works but I end up in tears from all the guilt. I have been thinking of suicide more and more now. I try to imagine what it would be like. How would people react. I have been feeling so sad all the damn time. 24/7. I cant tell any of my friends my problems because I dont want to seem selfish. Its killing me inside. I cant go to anyone. I dont want to hurt them with the truth. I dont want to feel any guilt about telling them. Im crying and I cant get help. I dont want people to hate me because of this. Ive already lost the friends that I told my problems to. I dont want to lose any more.