I just want to die
I have felt this way nearly 5 years now, i am so unhappy with every aspect of my life. I don’t know what to do with my future, i don’t feel excitement or motivation to do anything. I got diagnosed with an illness but it’s not even a condition that could kill me, it just makes me constantly tired and sore. I gave gotten to the point that i don’t care about being selfish and if it hurts people, I’m in so much pain all the time and i feel like it’s my only solution. Sometimes i want to reach out for help but i don’t care anymore i am so tired.
I’m useless, i have no.motivation or drive to to do anything. i even put off and procrastinate killing myself.
I’m sick and tired of everything and I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.