I just want to die
I have felt this way nearly 5 years now, i am so unhappy with every aspect of my life. I don’t know what to do with my future, i don’t feel excitement or motivation to do anything. I got diagnosed with an illness but it’s not even a condition that could kill me, it just makes me constantly tired and sore. I gave gotten to the point that i don’t care about being selfish and if it hurts people, I’m in so much pain all the time and i feel like it’s my only solution. Sometimes i want to reach out for help but i don’t care anymore i am so tired.
I’m useless, i have no.motivation or drive to to do anything. i even put off and procrastinate killing myself.
I’m sick and tired of everything and I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.
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I love you.
Your sufferings are my feelings.
It hurts deeply to know it been so long
But I prayed for you, and God told me you are so brave and tough,
Devil wanted to kill you then but you still survivor, am proud.
Don’t give up by deciding your time,
Act selfish to your happiness by always looking for wats makes you smile, thes always an invisible hand, jesus hand.
Believe,don’t rush,slow as you can,you shall survivor the next day with something to smile about.
Hello
I understand those feelings, only I dont agree on one thing. When you say “I am useless”. That is not true.
As a critic I want to say that saying “I dont care if I hurt others”, that is not good at all. There you went too far. That would make you even worse than useless, it would make you negative to mankind. Do try to learn about how others in bad situation are doing. I am totally inspired by people who are for example, handicapped and yet, they carry on through life with a smile. On youtube there are a lot of inspirational videos, and truly, you must make that effort, no matter how disgusted you are at everything.
best greetings