Ive recently been diagnosed with manic depression. I’ve been reading the posts on here for the last few months. About 2 years ago I tried to kill myself by hanging and was nearly successful. I was unconscious and found by paramedics which is unfortunate. I’ve been battling with my depression for some time now and have had a partner on and off for the last 4 years. The support I’ve received from my friends and so called partner is diabolical. I know my parents will miss me especially my mum and I am so sorry and love you with all my heart. I just can’t do it anymore. Life is awful. I am so sorry for doing this to you. None of them will see this post so I don’t even know why I’m writing it… I just hope that if they ever come across anyone who’s feeling like this they will actually try fucking doing something about it. (Apart from my parents because they gave me everything I’ve ever wanted and I love them more than anything).