Forgotten Part 2

In the 23rd of August, 2013; I made my very first post on this website entitled Forgotten. The post was about how I had been dealing with depression due to relocation, loneliness, a growing anti-social behavior, and the loss of many friends in my hometown. I moved quite far from my home and lost many friends and dealt with depression for the past couple years.  Now I have just been given news that I might have to relocate once again… to my hometown. At first I didn’t take my mother serious and said, “I would love to move back! Moving back wouldn’t be a problem!” However, her reason to want to move back is because of our financial concerns and it is obvious that she does not want to move back. I now realize that it is actually happening. I am moving back home. For the couple years I have been crying to my mom saying I want to go back home, and now we have to go back home. I am actually sad. Although I wanted to move back so badly, my new friends here are going to miss me. They actually told me that they are going to really miss me. Now, I don’t even want to go back. I don’t even know anyone back home anymore, they have all forgotten me. I have no place back home. And now here I am, once again, rambling on about how depressed I feel. I am back to square one, when I was indoors all day binge watching on animes and thinking about actually killing myself.