Lately I’ve been losing my cool with people more and more.
Past few days has been nothing but conflict with people I know as well as strangers. I lost my job back in February because I simply have no patience with anyone. Starting to think I’ve reached that point where I might not be able to work well with others at all.
People just make me so mad.. and i can’t seem to hold back my anger.
I’m currently trying to get free medical insurance so that I can see a doctor, get a cat scan and blood tests as well as seek behavioral therapy and occupational therapy.
I’ve been trying to hold back on smoking weed.. but even when I do it doesn’t seem to help my temper at all.
I think i need medication
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You need better bud if you’re smoking and its not calming you down but I know how you feel all too well I barely have any friends anymore because they never understood my pain and for some reason that just pissed me off and I lost all tolerance for people have you considered maybe the people you’re getting mad at are just dumbasses?
Wow.. my mind is blown lol
But seriously.. I struggle more and more. People look at me like I’m crazy for getting angry sometimes. It also feels like a lot of times I’m tricked into losing my cool so people can discredit me. I have these fits of rage where I rant at high speed not caring who listens even though i shouldn’t talk shit about people, I can’t seem to stop myself. I’ve lost a lot of that natural filter we should have when dealing with people. I’m just plain sick of myself and my inability to keep a job. Keeping friends isn’t as important. If I was happy, I’d be able to keep them no problem but the fact is I push people away cuz I’m not happy at all.