LIFE SU**S

Life is such a bitchy thing it fucks every body, when i was at the age of 3 years, my father left us due to his siblings cheated him. my mother so struggled to live, after 3 years my grandfather forced my mom to marry again, then i got a father, he was very nice to me, soon i got a little sister, but i can’t forget my father, there will be no day in that calender that i didn’t cry for my father. there were so many people who always surrounds me, but i was alone in my mind and i liked to be alone since childhood. i had very deep thoughts,even my my mother can’t understand my actions. and my stepfather who came into my life, was very strict, i can’t even open my mouth in the home. i used to be feared a lot by him. at 12 standard i met my schoolmate. i was totally fallen for her, and one thing there are no crushes in my life, i was totally dedicated to her, at starting stage of life she used to be very arrogant to me, i was really sensitive, no can imagine. i used to cry a lot for her, and i was attacked with migraine. but she is innocent, soon she changed realized my love, and started me loving with her heart. and my parents joined me in b.tech without informing me. i can’t study b.tech, i don’t have any interest in b.tech. there all subjects lagging and again there is an another problem in my life has been started, my step father had an affair with her colleague, i was in a confusion to tell my mother or not, even my mother had got a doubt, after so many days i informed this matter, she tried to change my father but he didn’t listen. my mother silenced for 3 years. still he is continuing his activities. soon my mother gave warning to the lady, the my father had affair with. still she didn’t listen and taking whole money from my father, and we were taking money from many people, and even banks, and the interests are going high and no money. my mother suffered a lot due to every situation in her life, and soon she lost her patience and went to near the father of that lady, that bastard gave earning to my step father, ”if again your wife come here i’l kill u”’.. My step father got tensed and he decided to quit his life. and even my step father left us.I have no really good friends to me support me.all people are blaming me and my mother for death of my step father. now there are loans that we can’t repay and even we have relatives have crores of money, doesn’t want to help us. my mother, sister and me are struck in this life. i don’t want to quit my life and help my mother, but how can i help, sometimes i want to quit my life.