This post is about a girl..
For the first time since my fiancé left, I’ve found myself between a rock and a hard place. I’ve been fortunate enough to date a couple girls since then, but they weren’t meant to be with me for various reasons.
I’ve spent too much time making friends in a bar atmosphere. I’ve questioned my own confidence and let go of a lot of insecurities. I’ve learned what I should say and not say, what is relevant and what is and is not who I am.
I still need to fix myself and get my shit together.. but i find myself compelled to try and win the heart of a girl. For the first time in so long I see that trying my best overshadows the actual reality of my situation.
This girl is so sweet, smart and beautiful and she’s within my reach. I’d be stupid if I didn’t at least give it my best shot with her.
I can see that it would be so worth my time and patience to do my best. I’ve got nothing to lose. It won’t be easy..but i cant beat myself up thinking that it’s impossible.
Some times you find something worth fighting for in this life. I’m not saying that she is a reason to live..but i am saying that I will hold my reasons to live and try my best. I will put aside every last insecurity to push forward so that I have a chance to be happy..even if it’s only temporary.
I have to try..or I will never know
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boo hoo so heartbroken cry cry cry
Yeah nice try that doesn’t work on me lol
The post was about actually doing something positive, having faith in self, and not feeling sorry for ones self.. soooo…yeah
Not very creative, are you?
Wile you cry about your little boyfriends moving on to actually getting laid, I’m actually out there breaking hearts and busting nuts up in some fine ladies.
You can’t let a life of depression rule you. You have to be strong or do what you say you are gonna do.. you know what it is.. the website starts with the word. Hint hint 😉
I’m a girl and a better person than you will ever be. youre on here because youre probably fat and ugly on top of having a horrid personality. Hasnt your mother taught you to not say anything if you dont have anything nice to say or were you retarded as a child?
Fine.. you are a girl.. still there are people with real issues
Get as angry as you want I really don’t care
you just boo hoo’n up this scene with petty issues and threats on your own life that will go nowhere.
wanna kill yourself over me and things I’ve said? Also not something i care about
less hate in the world
You are so shallow it’s fucking hilarious. circumstances don’t matte,r it’s how you feel inside. I don’t need to have certain criterium in order to feel upset. Mental illness doens’t need a fucking reason or validation. If you genuinely understood mental illlness at all you’d know that. But you’re too fucking stupid, shallow, and inconsiderate to realize. You don’t have real problems. No wonder no one wants to be your fucking friend.
Honestly you can tell I care cause I’m telling you right now to stop getting all worked up cause I’ll be off the site for the rest of the night and wont be able to reply. so please don’t do it to yourself and get all worked up
Have a good rest of your night
you have a have night bruh? youll be back
Fuck yourself
Do you know how many people have told me to go fuck myself? and then in due time, we end up mutual friends. You might as well give into that now. A big part of learning to have strength comes from humility, confrontation and forgiveness.
There are very few things more satisfying than having problems with someone and being able to resolve them. This is how we get stronger and more capable of understanding our problems in relation to the life we have to live.