General plan to suicide after my mum dies by bored stupider 6/9/2015 written by bored stupider 6/9/2015 Does anyone else feel this way? feel 13 comments 0 Email Related posts “Im too broken for friends….” 9/28/2021 9/28/2021 I can’t live and I can’t die. What... 9/27/2021 The words out your mouth you’re the first... 9/27/2021 9/27/2021 careless 9/27/2021 “Everyone feels helpless with me, its ok” 9/27/2021 Fragile Nothingness 9/27/2021 :( 9/27/2021 It hurts, it’s awful, and I can’t look... 9/26/2021 13 comments vvimarshana 6/9/2015 - 4:43 am I wish to do that after both parents. Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 4:54 am My father suicided last year. Helium bag Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 5:12 am I can’t imagine going on alone, eating alone in her house after shes dead. Rather buy the helium and order the bag. Unless someone comes along to love. But it Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 5:21 am Women aren’t too attracted to depressed guys. Bring on the violins Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 5:22 am Who live with their mums Log in to Reply WSiff 6/9/2015 - 12:10 pm Feel the same, I am an aspie living in my parents house, I thought I could wait till my father die so I could just finish me off. He said that if I died he would kill himself and I don’t want that to happen. Probably my both parents would be damaged forever, my family isn’t social and the only thing we have are ourselves. Log in to Reply WSiff 6/9/2015 - 12:13 pm I don’t want to look like a douche, but it’s good to know that the helium methods works, I wonder if I can find a tank with only helium on it, it’s hard to find tanks with 100% of helium purity. Government are forcing laws to mix with other gases, a guy from this website said that he tried to do it but probably it wasn’t 100% helium, he complained about feeling his heartbeat rate increase and it didn’t make him faint as well. Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 6:26 pm Hi wsiff, good to hear from you. I don’t know how precisely my dad did it but he was an anaethetist so maybe that helped. Exit international has more details. I also have read here the troubles others have had with this method. I also have no friends and have always found socializing hell. I’m 39 now and not having friends makes it tough I guess. I’ve had a couple of long term relationships that have failed. I keep on trying but like I said when you are depressed and have a low paid job, its hard. I hope you can find some contentment and feel better. If you need some one to chat to , my email is email@example.com. Happy to lend an ear. I live in Sydney Australia Log in to Reply jennjenn 6/9/2015 - 3:25 pm I’m waiting for my mom to go to. I don’t live with her, her f’ed up story is too much. She has done all she could for me, the only thing she wants is for me to come see her before she dies, and i can’t. I can’t leave my horrible “fiance”. Because he ruined me, fucking ruined me. So part of me just wants her to die. I don’t even really talk to her, but that will kill me. She doesn’t remember anything i tell her, because shes switching all the time. Abused my step brothers and sister, than threw them away after their (our) dad died. Why can’t I just be a good daughter for once and do something for her? Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 6:31 pm Sorry for your situation. Especially that you are stuck with someone horrible. Is there a way out? Good luck to you. Log in to Reply gwerg 6/9/2015 - 3:27 pm after my parents die, I will no doubt be dead. They are the main reasons I am alive, the only people that care about me and to suicide when they are alive is pretty selfish of me Log in to Reply SuperMoon7122014 6/9/2015 - 5:35 pm I’m a 47 year old woman and my mom died almost exactly a year ago. I have many, many physical health problems and also lifelong depression and severe anxiety disorder which has gotten worse in the last 3 years. My mom was literally my only friend, and the only person I talked to every day. I could talk to her about anything and she was my only confidante and support system (I am married but the situation has been miserable for ages but I can’t leave because I can’t work and I need his insurance). I live many hours away from my hometown and I didn’t see my mom much in the years before she passed, and the last time I saw her was three months before. Since she died I’ve been diagnosed with more diseases/conditions and I just feel so alone. I’ve wanted to ‘go’ for a long time, but especially since my mom passed away. I’m just too much of a coward to actually do it. I wish I was more brave. I’m so tired and this life is so pointless and pain-filled each day, and without my mom here, well…I already explained it. I feel for all of you previous posters and your situations..I wish you all peace. thanks for reading and letting me say this stuff here. I have no one else to talk to Log in to Reply bored stupider 6/9/2015 - 6:35 pm Hi Gwerg, Yes I could not do it when my mum is still here. No way. I was not close to my dad. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.