Someone who also expected to end up in hell

Hi, My name is stefan and I'm 31 years old. I made many mistakes in my
life and caused pain to a lot of people. I?m absolutely sure I will end
up in hell after committing suicide. I realy like to talk to other
people that know for sure they will end up in hell.
I?m blind so most parts of this site are not accessible for me. So
please answer me by email. my email address is:  stefan@deds.nl
 
Best regards, Stefan.