I kissed her and I don’t regret doing it for a Goddamn second. I love her and if I get my ass kicked or anything like that for it I’ll do it a thousand times again. She kissed back and it’s probably the best thing that’s happened to me since smileemptysoul. I understand she doesn’t love me. If her boyfriend ever sees this I’ll have my ass kicked. I won’t deny that. I feel better now than I have in a long time. More free, more happy, more alive, than I have in months. She’s taken, and she says she may not have me, but I don’t care. I told her how I feel and I showed it to her. Everything else is inconsequential compared to that. She she’s perfect. I actually care about her. I’m not in it for a physical relationship. If we never get past kissing I’ll be fine.
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This is intriging my friend I wish I knew the back story
I have some previous posts explaining it a little better if you care to read more.
Will they be hard to find?
@deadinside59 just click on his username under the title of the post. A list of all former posts show up in a new tab.
@thelost. I’m torn between telling you to try and move on from the girl and telling you to make a move. But which ever u do u have to work on urself, become stronger emotionally and mentally that if this goes bad you can take the hit without a downwards spiral. I was in ur spot once upon a time, except the ***** never did kiss me (did offer sex once tho) and the one thing I’ve to say is it’s much easier to deal with from a position of mental strength. Good luck!!
Procel.. brother.. it’s good to see you still posting
I hope life is treating you fairly