I kissed her and I don’t regret doing it for a Goddamn second. I love her and if I get my ass kicked or anything like that for it I’ll do it a thousand times again. She kissed back and it’s probably the best thing that’s happened to me since smileemptysoul. I understand she doesn’t love me. If her boyfriend ever sees this I’ll have my ass kicked. I won’t deny that. I feel better now than I have in a long time. More free, more happy, more alive, than I have in months. She’s taken, and she says she may not have me, but I don’t care. I told her how I feel and I showed it to her. Everything else is inconsequential compared to that. She she’s perfect. I actually care about her. I’m not in it for a physical relationship. If we never get past kissing I’ll be fine.