I’m depressed. Wouldn’t be here writing this if I wasn’t. I come looking for answers knowing that there really are none. I don’t even know where to start. Things have gotten so messed up. Situations change but in reality we are stuck. We can try to change who we are inside, we can try and mask our pain but in the end it is still there. Honestly I’m just typing this as I go with no plan in mind. I don’t even know what to say anymore. Being different sucks. People don’t seem to understand me and because I’m different people want to protect me. Just because I have Aspergers doesn’t mean I don’t understand what is going on. I in fact understand it as well as you and just act and behave differently because I can’t help it. I try everyday to fight it but I have no energy left. 2 years of fighting this pain alone and I just can’t anymore it’s just too painful.