my life is so empty. i don’t have friends. i don’t have a relationship. i have no love in my life. i need to be loved but i’m too ‘weird’ and ‘ugly’. i’m tired of people telling me to love myself. i don’t need to love myself, i need to be loved by someone else. i cannot stand to even think about if i have to spend the rest of my life alone. i’d have to kill myself. a lot of people would think that’s overdramatic, but it’s true. you know how some people need music and some need good food and some need art or money or drugs – well, i need to be fully and unconditionally loved by someone. no, not myself. i need to not be alone. too bad that is impossible.
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Well if you need ‘someone’ in the most generic sense, that shouldn’t be too hard, as long as you’re willing to lower your standards. There’s plenty of ‘ordinary’ people that are single that I’m sure you can connect with-if that’s your goal.
In my case I’m also alone but I have fairly high standards. I used to date pretty attractive girls from good backgrounds, so that’s why I’m still single, plus I’m out of shape so it’s something I need to fix if I hope to attract someone I’m drawn to. You attract more flies with honey than with vinegar as the saying goes.
Just to add to my point-go on practically any dating site, you’ll find hundreds of people in a similar situation. If looks are not a priority for you, or education/career, etc then you could easily be with someone in a short amount of time. If you’re picky like me (as I mentioned above) then it’ll be harder to get what you want.