I have been depressed or feeling unloved since I was 5. I am 57. I am alone. Never been first in anyone’s life. Let me be honest, I am not anything in anyone’s life. I am seriously damaged. I have never belonged. Never been loved. No one even wants my love with no strings. I can’t even make one friend on the internet. I am a loser. I have screwed up everything I touch. I hurt constantly. Told to be myself and when I am. They leave in a day or two. My sister hasn’t talked to me in 23 years. Other kin don’t care for me. So the only people I have contact with is drive through. I talk to a person 5 minutes once a week. The only voice I hear is the tv. I am alone. No one and nothing to keep me here. Blessings? There aren’t any. It’s time to quit. I should have a long time ago. But I kept trying. There IS NO hope.