I have been depressed or feeling unloved since I was 5. I am 57. I am alone. Never been first in anyone’s life. Let me be honest, I am not anything in anyone’s life. I am seriously damaged. I have never belonged. Never been loved. No one even wants my love with no strings. I can’t even make one friend on the internet. I am a loser. I have screwed up everything I touch. I hurt constantly. Told to be myself and when I am. They leave in a day or two. My sister hasn’t talked to me in 23 years. Other kin don’t care for me. So the only people I have contact with is drive through. I talk to a person 5 minutes once a week. The only voice I hear is the tv. I am alone. No one and nothing to keep me here. Blessings? There aren’t any. It’s time to quit. I should have a long time ago. But I kept trying. There IS NO hope.
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I’m 37 and my life is the same. I don’t count. I don’t matter. I’m never anyone’s top person or favorite person. Even my no strings love is rejected and I’m told in not so many words that it’s absolutely sickening so stop it. I’m gross. I’m ugly. I’m hideous. I’m a monster. No one will ever love me. I’m sure as hell not going to be 57. I’m not planning on reaching 38 either.
Hi, ive been scrolling here and looking for people i can relate to. Im in my late 30s and living all alone. I havent been to work for 3 days. Havent taken a bath too. Just lying in my bed surfing the net hoping i can get up tomorrow to work. I have nobody.
I think im starting to get crazy. Even though his thread is two weeks ago, i hope we can try to communicate somehow. Maybe we could become friends. This message is for the two of you. My email is finejustfinety@gmail.