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I’ve always wanted to submerge myself into something that would help numb these feelings,
I’ve always wanted to experience that complete lostness you see in someone deep into their work,
I’ve always envied that.
I’ve tried to lose myself in alcohol,
but these feelings make is seem as if I’m drinking poison.
I’ve tried to lose myself in drugs,
but these feelings make the strongest “uppers” into downers.
I knew these weren’t positive things to lose myself in,
but I didn’t care,
I was so desperate.
I’ve always wanted to be a great writer,
I wanted to paint beautiful scenes with my words,
but creativity seems to be degraded when there’s never a happy ending.
I’ve always have begged to be “normal” or “average”,
but they sneered and said I was “unique.”
I’ve always been told to embrace myself,
but no one seemed to follow when I did.

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cephalus 7/13/2015 - 10:11 pm

I really liked this.

KissOfDeath 7/13/2015 - 11:46 pm

Thank you!

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