I still have no idea what to do. I want more than anything to see my baby boy grow up. But this pain…I’m drowning. What did I do to deserve this. I didn’t want this. I was there for our baby when he wasn’t. Now he wants every other holiday…why didn’t he does this before the baby? We waited 3 years. As soon as we find out were expecting he all of a sudden hates me? What did I do? I didn’t want this. Holidays without my baby? I don’t know how to do that. I can’t do that. I feel selfish. I don’t want to be. That’s why I think I should just take my life. I’m not emotionally strong enough to handle this. I have tried so hard.
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He’s a complete **** (pardon the language). Find a good lawyer and fix it up so that the kid can only see his father when YOU decide. Infidelity and abandonment during pregnancy… yeah, he’s gonna be a shit dad, so make sure the courts know. You have power here as the primary caregiver. Use it.