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I think today I have decided to just end it. I’m not going through court. I think my baby would be better off without me. I hope and pray that his daddy will take good care of him. I’m so worried about that. He’s not very patient and cares more about himself…but I can’t handle fighting anymore. My baby is my world and I can’t stand sitting back watching this happen. Please god take care of my baby. Please. In less than 2 weeks I’m planning on being out of this world. I have failed. I’m too weak. Mommy loves you so much baby boy.

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hereme 7/18/2015 - 2:05 pm

God will not take care of your baby. Your baby needs a mother. I have no idea what situation you are in, but I have problems too. Not same ones as you, but I think I am in pretty big trouble myself. And I try to fight and stay alive, because I have family that will suffer if I die. I need to live for them, I can’t just give up. Sometimes it’s so very hard, I can’t even describe how much it hurts.. and then I think that suicide is the best solution, but new day brightens my mind and I realize that I have people to live for. You need to live for your child too. You need to fight. Your child needs you. You seem to be going through a lot of things, and you are still alive, which means you are a strong person. You will survive through this one too. And you will be there for your child and will help your child grow up and will be as good of a mother as you can.

newname 7/18/2015 - 3:42 pm

Nice post.

Vertrag 7/18/2015 - 4:14 pm

It sounds like you really dread going to court and having to face the father again, but you also know that you’re child will be better off with you than anyone else.

You stated that you know the child’s father only cares for himself, and yet you love your baby unconditionally. What question is there in who would provide for the child better? If what you state is true, what if the child grows up believing that your death is their fault because the father doesn’t say otherwise?

You sound like a very loving and dedicated mother, and I know that your child would want you in their life. No one will ever love your child like you do, and at the end of the day, all a child wants is love and acceptance from those around them. I don’t know what your situation is, but you don’t sound like you really want to die. You sound like you want to be able to be there for your child, so if you’re willing please, tell us your story and maybe someone can help. Or reach out to your local nonprofits who can often help you find resources near you if you don’t want to talk online.

I hope things get better for you…

Alive889 7/18/2015 - 5:07 pm

Hey, my dad is taking my mum to court because he wants me to live with him, but I don’t want to (I don’t want to explain it, sorry >.<). If my mum wasn't alive, then I'd have commited suicide. It's worth fighting for your child.

wannabedeadcat05 8/13/2015 - 7:14 pm

please fight for your child at least try, i think its an unwritten rule that children must be taken care of no mater what. Your baby needs you and quite frankly i think you need your baby, he might help in fighting your depression and suicidal thoughts, my daughter did

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