I’m the kind of person that get really get attach to someone who cares for me. Like if we start talking for a while and becomes a routine it’ll become like a part of me. So eventually, when you decide out of the blue that your going to leave and not say a word it’s going to hurt, of course not knowing what i did or didn’t do that made you run away from me of fucking course that it’s going to hurt. Because the other night it was all laughing smiles and love and now it’s ( i don’t even think i can name it cause it’s in-existent ). There’s nothing here while way back then they where everything. Please tell me what i did wrong, why did you run away. You weren’t the first one to run away, but i don’t know, with you everything was extraordinary i even think i found a little happiness in our friendship. I thought that it was different this time that everything would’ve been okay but i guess that whenever i find happiness it never seems to last, and for the number of time this as happen i should’ve learn from now.
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I totally understand what you are saying!!! Won’t get into it but earlier this year, this guy was into me…or at least I thought. Texts, emails, phone calls for 3-4 months straight….Every. Single. Day. Then, it stopped. I remember, it completely stopped on a tuesday. Then, I ‘confronted ‘ him two weeks later and of course he accused me of being too emotional and overreactiing. I have’nt heard from him since. I wish I had advice or something for you but if u r Like me….people will do this all the time. I’m sorry it happened to you and give u a big virtual hug.
thank you *hugs back*
Sounds to me, as you stated, you get attached to easy. You need to keep your distance possibly? Instead of you going to them let them come to you more often.
They say we are lucky to find one true friend in our lifetime, everybody else is just another acquaintance that will come and go throughout our life. You sound young and you have your whole life ahead of you. You will experience the same scenarios many more times throughout your life. We all do and have to some degree. All we can do is chalk it up to another life experience and learn something from it and move on. Learn as much as you can while your young, it will help you a great deal as you age.
true, really true