I am the victim of suicide. The one who is alive and is going to be in pain for the rest of my life. The mother of an 8 month old child, to whom I will have to someday explain, why dads gone. And it will have to be one hell of a story. I am the one left with all the mess. I am the one that wandered here looking for answers. I am the victim. Before a couple of days i havent heard of N powder. I am the one who has been lied to. I am the one that loved very much. I am the one left alone. Because the son of a ***** decided to OFF himself.
Dear all, please THINK about it. About ppl that love u. People that care, there is always a way out in life. U can fukin leave and live in the amazonian forrest, but dont quit on life, cuz ure not gona get another chance. One gulp of N for you means a life of pain for someone else