I am the victim of suicide. The one who is alive and is going to be in pain for the rest of my life. The mother of an 8 month old child, to whom I will have to someday explain, why dads gone. And it will have to be one hell of a story. I am the one left with all the mess. I am the one that wandered here looking for answers. I am the victim. Before a couple of days i havent heard of N powder. I am the one who has been lied to. I am the one that loved very much. I am the one left alone. Because the son of a ***** decided to OFF himself.
Dear all, please THINK about it. About ppl that love u. People that care, there is always a way out in life. U can fukin leave and live in the amazonian forrest, but dont quit on life, cuz ure not gona get another chance. One gulp of N for you means a life of pain for someone else
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@thevictim, im really sorry for your loss. i think some people fixate on suicide so much that family and those that matter can fade and the consequences to them can seem remote in the face of all thats going on inside someones head. Its good that someones here to bring it into focus, tho obviously i wish you wernt going through what you must be going through, if you need someone to talk to about it feel free to email me (go to the comment page, the email that shows up under my name will work). again, sorry for your loss
I’m sorry to hear what happened to your family. 🙁 Your anger is understandable. I hear you about your message of what people leave behind!
P.S… I should have proofread my post. It is WHO people leave behind. You are important and are in pain from your husband’s decision. I’m sorry about that. Be kind to yourself as you go through this troubling time.